The phone call

So I had been told I would get the results of the biopsy on Tuesday or Wednesday.  I had a meeting Monday morning. We were halfway through the agenda and my cell phone rings. I go to answer it and it is the results from my biopsy. She asks if I could talk. I said yes.
She was very sweet and kind. She said yes it is cancer. My heart stopped for a moment, my stomach sank. I had gone over in my head this might be a possibility, but I was really praying for a different result.
I cried, then I went back to the table and was in shock. But I also had classes coming in. So I do what I needed to do. I took a deep breath. Prayed for strength and calm.
Taught and texted my friend the results. Told my other friend. Both were very supportive. God has blessed me with wonderful people in my life. Hugs and encouraging words were really helpful.
I told another person, I still haven't told my parents yet. I am going to wait until I have more information about what needs to happen.
So more appointments have to be made. I have to have an MRI. I'm not sure how I feel about being stuck in a small tube. I think being face down will help. There were a ton of odd questions that I had to answer when I made the appointment.
Now I have an appointment with an oncologist, and I have an appointment with the surgeon. I am on appointment overload and my mind is racing on what will happen next.
The great thing is I know God is watching over me. Did I mention he has put great people in my life? I am so blessed with great friends. I know God has a plan. He has perfect timing and it is in his control.