You never expect to find a lump when you are doing the self examine. I had been not very consistent lately when doing the self examines. I have been doing them for a while and never found anything. But I found something. It was a lump. A million things go through your head. Will I lose both of the girls? Is it stage 4? Will there be chemo? Will I miss a lot of work? How will I pay for all this? Can I live by myself? What about Jovi? What do I do next?
A million thoughts were going through my head. I still went to work, and it was great to have something else to focus on.
I made a doctor appointment and then scheduled a mammogram.
Those were scary appointments knowing they could say the C word at any time.
I knew it was going to be something bad when they scheduled the biopsy and the one nurse had a sad face.
No comments:
Post a Comment