racing thoughts

My mind can't stop racing. What do I need to do to get ready? How detailed do my sub plans need to be? I have some fun things planned, will they turn out without me? Do I have enough time to record instructions for the sub to play to show what needs to be done.
I told my parents when I was home for break. I told them we can't dwell on it. This is a short blip on the screen and I will take this on and beat it. Mom and dad took the news really well. I know they will be a huge help to me when they can. They will be here before I start chemo. We are planning a day in Door County to have a fun day before I start chemo.

Now  I need to email my principals and my district librarian. I know they will be supportive and do what needs to be done. I'm thankful for the people God has put in my life. God is good. I'm not excited about writing those emails. I'm also not excited about planning the rest of the year. Not because of the work involved. I'm sad I will miss all the cool things we will be doing. Again short time in the space of the year.
This is better timing then if I had to miss the whole school year. God's perfect timing. If all goes well, (lots of prayers that it does) then I will be able to be back at school either in September or October. Again, God's timing and his plan for me.

Which means I should stop writing here and change to my lesson plans. Keep praying for me.