working hard

Wow, time really does go fast. I know I haven't been posting much in my blog. But I am now back at school and working hard. 

I was back doing what I loved. I worked on the costumes for the musical. The musical was Oz! It was great to work the light board. 
So many memories came flooding back. I was working the light board when I found out I was going to do chemo. It seemed like a life time ago. 

I am still doing chemo maintenance I have a couple left. 

I have a confession, I was not thrilled with my PA. She is not the most positive person. When my iron was low and she suggested the colonoscopy and endoscopy because in her words. i might be bleeding internally. Really?!?! Then she said I know not the outcome you wanted. Again Really?!?! I was not happy with how she approached my issue. I understand they were concerned about my numbers, But where is the We want to make sure everything is ok. Put the positive spin. I have found out that attitude has a huge impact on your healing. I'm so glad I did not have her my whole time going in. But I have to say, she is the first person that has not been positive. Most have been happy and positive with me. Which I appreciate and really need.   

I'm so glad I had more positive people around me and keep my going.